The Ending

I've heard about this somewhere, "Don't be like full stop. It stops everything without question or exclamation." However, what is a sentence would be without a full stop? Full stop makes sentence a sentence.

But yes, we are still human. Who's like being left behind? Or even, left hanging?
I am a believer. My faith is kindness. And I believe everything in this world has an ending. Nothing in this world is permanent. Every start will have their own finish line.

Life is full of mysteries. That's the essence and we actually should embrace it. Sometimes, I think that people should feel less worried about what the future would be. What will happen tomorrow, just let it be. Stop wondering could have. If it should have, it would have.

We've been living as a friend for this past years. As time goes by, I realize our relationship is more than just a high school sweetheart. I write this to conquer my truest self. This is for the guy I met on my first day at high school. This is for my first chairmate in class. This is for the girls I got into a fight with. This is for my another crush in my senior year. This is for our friendship.

I still remember my first tears. I remember my first heartbreak. The first time when I lose my anger. I know all the toxic things I've gotten. All the hates that wake up the demon inside me. I won't forget, because those wounds lead me to you. I become myself now, thanks to you. The aches will always remind me everything about us. The past stay in the past. Don't say sorry or send me the regrets, I have forgiven you since the first time I got my scars.

But besides that, although I carry the pain, I know we both hurt so much. And also, the laughter and joy are unforgettable too. Do you remember we laugh at the same lame jokes? Do you remember how happy we are when it's time to go home? Or the time when we listen to the same old music all over again? Do you still remember the relief feeling when we finish all the exams and tasks?

We finally get through this. I am so proud and I hope you proud of yourself too. I'll keep everything in my own box of memories. Probably I'll open it sooner when we both meet in each other wedding party. Deep-rooted in my heart, I am pretty sure I will always miss this moment.

Everything is so temporary
We gotta let all things go in their way
Enjoy every single time
I don't want our path ended up with a full stop
So please,
even if you already busy with your housework
or educating your next child
don't abandon each other like a phrase
But complete each other like a paragraph.